temporary job

now i working as temporary promoter.. haha, selling ice cream in the weekends.
it's nestle ice cream with new flavor.. which is smarties, milo and crunch.
ermm, my job is just standing there, giving free sampling..
some kids were super active, keep asking more and more.. but some were so shy, not even dare to take as well..perhaps i just can say.. "dizzy- pening kepala" hahaha
anyway, when i'm working on weekends, i wish that it will finish asap, and now when in weekdays, i feel so boring!!
haha, haihz.. perhaps will not satisfied with what i have..
when studying, wish i will get sem break.. when sem break, i feel boring.. when i get work, i feel tired.. LOL

handsome? rich? smart? kind?

what u looking for in your partner?
smart? sensitive? kind? handsome? rich?

what i look for a partner?
ermm, i have no ideas.. but i can totally tell u that, the man who stand beside me must be some1 who mature enough to listen and solve my problems. haha, i donwan a naif or small kid.. perhaps i really need someone who can protect me and not i'm the one who take care of him.. haha, however this kind of man really hardly find from university.. i donno why.. most of the male students in university, act like a kid and not gentlemen. perhaps they just care for their study and never realize how is the real world is.. Thus, they look like a small kid who live happily.. LOL

since there are no mature guys in study place, perhaps i should find some1 who less educated? guys who start work earlier, totally realize how is the world thus they are more mature.. but.. but.. i like smart guys too.. wahahaha.. confusing..

anyway, i guess when the fate comes, it's hard to say whether the man is the one we looking for.. Because u will just accept him no matter how he looks like.. perhaps this is the power of love?

who love who more..

u will chose the person who love u more as you husband/wife?
or..
u will chose the person who u love him/her more as your husband/wife?
perhaps it's so hard to chose.. however most of us, will chose the person who love us more.. because none of us like the feeling of getting hurt.. human is selfish, we wish to get lots of love, but scare to give, scare will get hurt.. thus most of us will love ourselves more..
no matter what is it.. i remember what my lecturer told us.. he said:
"u must find someone who u wish to see every morning once u open your eyes!"

not to care too much of who love who more.. there will only got love for give and take.. wish all of us will find the one who we wish to see every morning.. hehe, don lie yourself and "cincai" get some1 who love u only.. because i believe it will be so suffer since we have to face the one who sleep beside us for the whole life.. haha

now..

if last time, when i am really unhappy, i really will say it out..
if last time, when i am really mad, i really will tell the person..
if last time when the person who i dislike ask me "wat happen", i really will tell him/her what really happen..
thus, i'm a very hot temper and inpatient person..
however that person is gone after few incidents happen..

ermmm, it's a good change or bad change? i really not sure about that..
perhaps in this realistic world, i guess it's a good change.. honestly when u are facing someone who is not sincere, it's not a good thing to tell what in your mind n what is really happen.. because they not really want to solve it, they just ask it to act like they really care in front of others people.. meanwhile, not everyone can take wat u said to them..

thus, it's better to say nothing.. unless u really noe the person..

day3

day 1 : molest day
day 2 : take off day
day 3 : in!! AMAZING!!
haha, perhaps its wat will be for most of the couples.. hahaha, actually sex is a very normal thing.. everyone will needs that.. so, it's will not be surprise to get 'amazing' in just 3days time.. But, ofcoz it's not me la.. i must say it clearly if not later u guys tot i get amazing already..
Day 1, 2 and 3.. it's just a phrase i said whn i went yamcha with friends.. really funny when i rethink about that.. LOL

presentation

hehe, forget to tell u guys, i'm very happy for my presentation in my uni last time~
although i'm very nervous, scared.. however i'm so happy when my lecturer said that we are the team who get the highest mark for the information part.

still rmb 1st time meet him for the discussion of the assignment.. he asked us about content n he said "these kind of content, i can ask a form5 student to do it as well, because it will just copy and paste from the website.. i'm looking for a university standard, thus what can u give me?" n guess what he wants? he wish us to do interview or research about it.. (haha, i manage to answer him that time o!! clever leh?)

2nd time meet him, he told us "what really influence stress? why man and woman handle stress differently? what is the latest news about stress? do you know thyroid hormone take part in influence stress level? and the acid in your stomach as well.." and then he try to make us understand, explain to us.. honestly i did learn a lot after what his explanation.. and after that, only i start to think out of the box in completing an assignment.

so challenging, right?

thus, i put a lot of effort in the presentation.. i find the details about what the really hormone that take part in stress level.. and i find it really interesting.. u guess what, when u are stress, if u find someone to help u massage.. it's really work.. why? becoz hormone oxytocin will release, and it's a hormone that can make us happier by reducing the stress level.. n guess what again? woman release more oxytocin than man, thus actually woman live longer than man..

so, i'm really so happy that the lecturer like the work.. and when meet him for the 3rd time to ask bout comment of the presentation.. beside said that we are nervous but did good job in information, he asked us the copy for the presentation.. Haha, HaPPy!!

distance

Distance.. for me, there are two types of distance..
distance of how far an object to another object and distance in heart...
perhaps the worse will be the distance in heart..
the person may very near to you, although he/she just right in front of u, but still u feel like you cant touch him/her.. how sad is it?
time can change many thing, including the distance of 2 people.. this changing is because of long time no meet or changing from each others? or perhaps it's because of u know the person in deep, and at last u find out that he/she is not the one u really think.. thus, the distance in ur heart become bigger and bigger..