life in December

wow..
last few days i post my shout out in msn as "sem break is so boring, busy life is much better!"
and guess what now?
i received a call from my ex supervisor in Bhp customer service this morning. she offered me a part time position as customer service.. same salary.. actually the salary is a bit low.. and i wondering i wanna work or not.. since i got job for every weekends in December..
but thn, i remember what i post in my msn.. 'busy life is better' and now i really so broke! thus, i accept the offer.. mata duitan? haha ya, perhaps i am.. it's really so cham when u r broke.. cant go shopping and buy what u really like..
so soon, everyone cant see me in december liao, because i will be working from monday till sunday, every week for the coming december.. wish me luck -.- hope that i will not fall down, lol

thinking back of form6..

today i viewed back the photo in my friendster..
suddenly i realize that, it's been a long time that i din say "i miss my form6"..
n suddenly i miss it..
actually i also donno whether i should said miss it or not.. because i'm not really miss the form6 life, since it's so busy and there are alots of unhappy incidents happened during form6.. such as, not 'ngam' with teacher and classmates.. lol.. it's really so childish..
still rmb the fight incident regarding blog.. it's really childish.. that time i was 19 years old.. but now my fren facing the same problem as well, where she is 21 years old.. OMG, 21 years old already, still blog fighting? hahaha, really funny..
anyway, back to my form6..
ermmm, now flashing back.. all images seem like unclear..
the most funny incident was my friends (sok n jess) and me still sit together in a triangle although it's been change place for bout 3times.. haha! n guess what, at 1st our economic teacher, cik chan was so happy that whole class will shift place especially us, becoz we r so bising in class.. i still rmb she said "hehe, tomolo u guys cant sit together.." but unfortunately to her, the next day, i just shift behind and three of us remain sit in the triangle.. lol, i can sense her speenchless!
hahaha, this is my form six~

要相信自己哦！！

有时候，我相信世上无难事。。
不知道是不是家里环境影响，有时也独立习惯了。。很多都是靠自己的。。
所以，我相信自己。。哈哈
今天，去喝茶，跟朋友说我要拿到4.0，讲到自己好像真的可以酱。。不过这个学期我真的是找努力了!!希望会有回报吧！！
“我说你行，你就行！！你说你不行，我说你行，你还是行！！"
就好像减肥吧。。一定行！哈哈，听到朋友说自己瘦了的感觉真好！哈哈哈

dieting!!

keep fit!!! i'm on diet again..
i wanna be slim!! very desperate about it.. lolx..
what to do? world nowadays, all like slim girls..
n i cant stand anymore that people comments about my weight..
still remember there is a time where i sit on my friend's legs who is very thin.. a gal (my friend's ex roomate) suddenly give comment that
" don't u think that actually she should sit on ur legs, not u sit on her?"
walao, i damn bor song that time! my friend havent say a word and i wondering what is her business? but that gal just suddenly give such comment and it's really spoil my mood! and i just replied her
"so?"
and NOW, i want to diet and keep fit!! haha, wish me luck ya~

freedom ^^

yeepie!!! exam ended at last!!
wahahaha!!
really feel the freedom welcoming me~ lolx
however, although exam ended, i hv to think what the plans in holiday..
sem break time? boring time again.. lolx..
anyone who wanna find me out? gv me a call!! hahaa!

前几天，我一直看到同样的情形。。
就是，我朋友一直被她的朋友伤害到。。
说真的，我无话可说。。
说多就是火上加油了。。
而我也只可以说。。不要再这么傻了。。

当，你知道他人没把你当朋友时，是满痛苦的。。我想每个都试过吧！？
默默的付出却得不到他人的珍惜和回报。。
付出不一定要有回报。。但只少对方一定要珍惜。。

做人也要懂得保护自己。。被伤是可怜的。。

花名

有时候，想起以前一起和我朋友读书，还真怀念..
大家一起改花名的.. 最好笑的就是，我朋友sokcheng与我互相叫对方：猪扒一号 pork chop1，猪扒二号 pork chop 2..不知这样，当场还要拉第三者下水.. 一起叫 jessica BIG pork chop!!
哈哈，还真的很无聊.. 不过真的很想念.. 当时，大家就酱一直笑个不停。。 很幼稚吧？但真的很有趣.. 哈哈哈
前几天，当我和我的同房读书读超闷的时候.. 不知是如何开始，我又有个新的花名了。。哈哈，这次我叫小肥，她叫小胖！！所以我就想起猪扒了..
哈哈，有时叫他人的花名真的比较有亲切感。。大家有同感吗?

comments!!

wow, just now i send my link to my friend.. guess what?
his comments after reading my blogs are:-
- thinking too much
- all i need is someone to accompany
- take consideration in every aspect
- making my life become tough..
- the more i think that way.. the larger the emptiness of my heart is
sob.. sad nia.. honestly i don't think that i'm a person like that.. perhaps, i take my life simple and easy.. not very complicated.. and in my own opinion i think that i'm a independent person, not that kind of gal who really need a guy who stay beside me for 24hours.. n depends a guy for my life..
however, i know why he will say like that.. because i keep saying about love in my entire blogs.. hahahaha, paiseh... anyway, i wanna say that.. it just an expression ma.. actually everyone need love, especially when free time..
p/s: those blog which about love actually i wrote it when sem break.. that time really too free and think too much.. hahaha, but don't misun me!! wuwu...

gossip...

just chat with my friend- petpet..
haha, it's been a long time that i din't chat with my old friends.. all of us just bz for own stuff.. study or working..
ermmm, she said that, her friend get presents (DKNY watch) from her admirer.. although the guy know the gal got boy friend, but still accompany the girl, give present..
honestly, i'm really jealous to the gal.. how come, she can be so lucky.. free gift and there are some1 being there for 24hours.. some more, she no need to give anything, her responsibility just TAKE.. jealous nia...
however, at last, my friend and me.. wondering.. how come the girl can just take it and without feeling guilty or "paiseh" leh? thus, in our conclusion, there are many types of people in the world.. haha =)

mooncake festival

yesterday is mooncake festival..
however it's just another normal and boring day for me..
having test from2.30pm till 5.30pm (account subject).. having a backache since sit there for 3hours.. after test, it's raining, walk to the bus stop.. take a ride and reach McD, stay in there and having a small set of McChicken with coupon RM5.80 with my friend..
after eating, walking back home with umbrella.. while reach home, rush for another power point presentation (kenegaraan) which expected to present on it on tuesday..
chating and eat a mooncake n watch "gar hou yue yuan"..
it's my mooncake day for this year -.-

study life

it's been a long time that i din't update my blog..
always been very busy for test n assignments..
still remember that when i'm first step into uni, i feel that perhaps cgpa 3.50 already a good result.. dint care it's A or A- or perhaps B+..
however, now i become very "gan cheong" and care about my cgpa.. haha, i guess it's because my friends around me, all get very good cgpa.. thus, it's motivate me to move forward and do better..
actually it's really a very good motivation although sometimes i become very "kia shu".. haha, but at least i guess i will do better and even my best to get higher archievment..
so, these 2months in uni, beside assignments, eat n sleep.. it will be study n study..
no worry, it's not a stress~
sometimes, i will think... if i din hang with my friends (who get very good result), if i din know them.. what will be my result? perhaps i will be very enjoy in uni life since it's look so easy.. however i feel thankful that they are around me~ hehee
i will gambateh de p('-')q

temporary job

now i working as temporary promoter.. haha, selling ice cream in the weekends.
it's nestle ice cream with new flavor.. which is smarties, milo and crunch.
ermm, my job is just standing there, giving free sampling..
some kids were super active, keep asking more and more.. but some were so shy, not even dare to take as well..perhaps i just can say.. "dizzy- pening kepala" hahaha
anyway, when i'm working on weekends, i wish that it will finish asap, and now when in weekdays, i feel so boring!!
haha, haihz.. perhaps will not satisfied with what i have..
when studying, wish i will get sem break.. when sem break, i feel boring.. when i get work, i feel tired.. LOL

handsome? rich? smart? kind?

what u looking for in your partner?
smart? sensitive? kind? handsome? rich?

what i look for a partner?
ermm, i have no ideas.. but i can totally tell u that, the man who stand beside me must be some1 who mature enough to listen and solve my problems. haha, i donwan a naif or small kid.. perhaps i really need someone who can protect me and not i'm the one who take care of him.. haha, however this kind of man really hardly find from university.. i donno why.. most of the male students in university, act like a kid and not gentlemen. perhaps they just care for their study and never realize how is the real world is.. Thus, they look like a small kid who live happily.. LOL

since there are no mature guys in study place, perhaps i should find some1 who less educated? guys who start work earlier, totally realize how is the world thus they are more mature.. but.. but.. i like smart guys too.. wahahaha.. confusing..

anyway, i guess when the fate comes, it's hard to say whether the man is the one we looking for.. Because u will just accept him no matter how he looks like.. perhaps this is the power of love?

who love who more..

u will chose the person who love u more as you husband/wife?
or..
u will chose the person who u love him/her more as your husband/wife?
perhaps it's so hard to chose.. however most of us, will chose the person who love us more.. because none of us like the feeling of getting hurt.. human is selfish, we wish to get lots of love, but scare to give, scare will get hurt.. thus most of us will love ourselves more..
no matter what is it.. i remember what my lecturer told us.. he said:
"u must find someone who u wish to see every morning once u open your eyes!"

not to care too much of who love who more.. there will only got love for give and take.. wish all of us will find the one who we wish to see every morning.. hehe, don lie yourself and "cincai" get some1 who love u only.. because i believe it will be so suffer since we have to face the one who sleep beside us for the whole life.. haha

now..

if last time, when i am really unhappy, i really will say it out..
if last time, when i am really mad, i really will tell the person..
if last time when the person who i dislike ask me "wat happen", i really will tell him/her what really happen..
thus, i'm a very hot temper and inpatient person..
however that person is gone after few incidents happen..

ermmm, it's a good change or bad change? i really not sure about that..
perhaps in this realistic world, i guess it's a good change.. honestly when u are facing someone who is not sincere, it's not a good thing to tell what in your mind n what is really happen.. because they not really want to solve it, they just ask it to act like they really care in front of others people.. meanwhile, not everyone can take wat u said to them..

thus, it's better to say nothing.. unless u really noe the person..

day3

day 1 : molest day
day 2 : take off day
day 3 : in!! AMAZING!!
haha, perhaps its wat will be for most of the couples.. hahaha, actually sex is a very normal thing.. everyone will needs that.. so, it's will not be surprise to get 'amazing' in just 3days time.. But, ofcoz it's not me la.. i must say it clearly if not later u guys tot i get amazing already..
Day 1, 2 and 3.. it's just a phrase i said whn i went yamcha with friends.. really funny when i rethink about that.. LOL

presentation

hehe, forget to tell u guys, i'm very happy for my presentation in my uni last time~
although i'm very nervous, scared.. however i'm so happy when my lecturer said that we are the team who get the highest mark for the information part.

still rmb 1st time meet him for the discussion of the assignment.. he asked us about content n he said "these kind of content, i can ask a form5 student to do it as well, because it will just copy and paste from the website.. i'm looking for a university standard, thus what can u give me?" n guess what he wants? he wish us to do interview or research about it.. (haha, i manage to answer him that time o!! clever leh?)

2nd time meet him, he told us "what really influence stress? why man and woman handle stress differently? what is the latest news about stress? do you know thyroid hormone take part in influence stress level? and the acid in your stomach as well.." and then he try to make us understand, explain to us.. honestly i did learn a lot after what his explanation.. and after that, only i start to think out of the box in completing an assignment.

so challenging, right?

thus, i put a lot of effort in the presentation.. i find the details about what the really hormone that take part in stress level.. and i find it really interesting.. u guess what, when u are stress, if u find someone to help u massage.. it's really work.. why? becoz hormone oxytocin will release, and it's a hormone that can make us happier by reducing the stress level.. n guess what again? woman release more oxytocin than man, thus actually woman live longer than man..

so, i'm really so happy that the lecturer like the work.. and when meet him for the 3rd time to ask bout comment of the presentation.. beside said that we are nervous but did good job in information, he asked us the copy for the presentation.. Haha, HaPPy!!

distance

Distance.. for me, there are two types of distance..
distance of how far an object to another object and distance in heart...
perhaps the worse will be the distance in heart..
the person may very near to you, although he/she just right in front of u, but still u feel like you cant touch him/her.. how sad is it?
time can change many thing, including the distance of 2 people.. this changing is because of long time no meet or changing from each others? or perhaps it's because of u know the person in deep, and at last u find out that he/she is not the one u really think.. thus, the distance in ur heart become bigger and bigger..

money and love

last week, as usual i took taxi back to my uni.. however, in the journey, the taxi uncle is so humor and chat alot with me..he told me that money is very important.. he keep complain about life is hard since now go everywhere also need money and it's hard to get new job opportunity for the new generation like me..
but what is the most funny and which i totally agree with him is what his review on money vs love..
Love cant buy from money, BUT money can totally foster the relationship!! there are a phrase 爱情喝水饱 which means we can survive because of love although there are only water.. however nowaday, it's hardly to find FREE, clean water.. u want water? mineral water will cost you at least rm1 as well.. LOL.. some more, now if u want to go for a toilet, it's cost for 20cent to 50cents. thus, money is important..
guys cant blame gals to be realistic or what because just look at the money.. Duh, it's will be so sienz if hang out also need take bus or AA.. let's say if the guy is unable to find money or rich, what will happen after marry? assurance for house, car (or mayb perhaps still have to take bus after married), daily expenses.. MANA CUKUP MAKAN? haha, if plus a baby? milk powder, diapers.. opss.. i cant imagine about it..
so, i want rich man!! LOL

复杂vs简单

说真的,我觉得我也迷失了自己..看得越多,就觉得越不简单..觉得这世界很悲哀,很复杂..我也很想变得单纯,简单..但,在这现实社会里,是不可能的..有时候, 被伤害后,我们就会改变..改变成一个自己都不认识的人..有时候,我觉得这样的改变是很恐怖的..
我不想改变..但是...如果不改变就会被人欺负了..
以前的我,没有想过要当老板..只是想当个普通的职员因为我更本就不喜欢面对权利,不喜欢当了老板后没有朋友,只有上士和下属的感觉..不想因为上位而迷失自己,察老板的鞋..但现在的我..面对了真真工作,被人狗眼看人低后..我就认为,我一定要有出人头地的一天..
以前的我很容易就把一个刚认识的人当成朋友..但经过一些被出卖事件..或者,我把那人当朋友,他把我当猪头后,就开始变得不容易相信一个人了..现在的我是..要当我真真的朋友?可要过很多关哦!!哈哈
以前的我,认为感情是很简单..只有爱和不爱..爱就接受,不爱就拒绝..但,其实并不是这样的..现在的感情可能就只有美和不美吧?很多时候,一段感情就是看外表..他很英俊,我爱他!她很美,我喜欢她!!同一时间,可以追几个的,谁先上钩,就选谁..因为这样而开始了..但过不久就会结束了..因为更本就没有深入地了解.."来得快,失去得更快"..所以换情人就像换衣服一样..多么的现实..
唉..
简单?单纯?只有小孩才有这样的权利吧!!

beer!!

i miss alcohol la.. still remember last time i hate alcohol.. but now i miss it.. lol, so people really will change.. perhaps from my previous post, i said i hate smoker, but at the end i may become a smoker as well.. lol, who's know?
honestly, i get allergy after drinking beer.. i will grow rushes.. however, i still want to drink it.. lol, funny? i guess human is like that.. in chinese word - 犯溅! haha, anyway i wun drink too much.. becoz it will cause big stomach..

forgive & forget?

will there be forgive and forget?
honestly there will only be forgive, but it will not be forget..
we will remember all the incidents which happened to us..
i still remember the feeling of lose my father and grandma..
i still remember the feeling of being boikot by my friends..
i still remember the feeling of guilty when i did something wrong..
i still remember the feeling of sorry when i hurt someone..
i still remember the feeling of angry when i know the truth..
i still remember....
honestly i remember those incidents, from starting to ending.. what is the impact and effect to me and others.. the lesson i learned.. i remember..
however, no matter what the cause of the incident, i already stop asking why and just accept it.. no matter what the incident is, what is ur feeling on the spot.. it's already pass, don't stay in the pass, walk thru the pass and don't look back..
forgiveness

my birthday says me..

"You are a warrior. No obstacle can stop you from reaching your goal. You always keep yourself busy. This quality plus your responsibility will eventually bring you success. Your Love, You adore your partner as the number one priority. You value your love one more than yourself. Your love is the greatest of all and your have potential to get married young."
lol, what do u think about that?
i like the word warrior.. but i don think i'm a responsible person.. and thn i really got the potential to married young!? i saw 10guys, thn will have feeling to all of them (if they are handsome la).. love, actually what is love? i really donno the feeling of love.. honestly, i don really want to start a relationship although i always ask friends to intro guys to me.. Now, i still enjoy the feeling of being single although sometimes will feel lonely.. but sometimes i enjoy the loneliness.. i can go anywhere without telling anyone, i can meet anyone, hang out with anyone i like.. so FREE~ some more, i can go out with all my friends, my time is so flexible.. i hate those person who forget friends after dating.. that's why i donwan to be like that as well.. thus i am still single.. honestly i wish my next partner will be my future husband terus.. if break, thn so fan.. hv to tell everyone that u back to SA (single n available), n answer the question why u break.. that's why, now FLIRTING is enuf lo.. LOL
married young!? perhaps time will answer the question..

lazy to study la.. haihz...
tomolo going to exam.. wish me luck..

unhappy because of..?

Most of the time.. we feel unhappy.. it's because we didn't get what we want? or it's because we are unsatisfied with what we have? my lecturer asked us this question before..
perhaps, it's because of we did not satisfy with what we having.. we always complain the person/stuff around us.. which including friend, family, partner or our belonging.. we have friends, but we will be unhappy with their attitude sometimes.. actually, i guess we have to appreciate the friends we have..
my lecturer said, some wives will complain their husband snore at night.. however if u asked those widows, u will get the answer that "they miss their husbands' snored"..
however, how many of us know to appreciate? we will feel it's nothing when we have it.. we will only feel want to appreciate.. human always like that.. lol.. anyway, i believe we will be more happy if we appreciate~ =)

smoker

honestly, i don't understand why there are smoker in Malaysia.. probably smoking is a way to warm up our bodies, that's why foreigners smoke.. however, i don't think Malaysia need it to warm up because we never feel cold.
actually i really dislike smokers.. beside it's smelly and polluted the air. sometimes, i feel that smoker is no manner because some smokers do like to smoke in front of the public. don't they know that, 2nd hand smoke is worse and will die faster than the smoker? that's why, don't smoke in front of people.. actually, i will not scold on the spot and i also will be patience because of a word-- 'friend' but i DISLIKE smokers.
i guess some will say that smokers look so cool! but again.. once i see smoker-automatically will deduct the marks.. cool? i will never find that on smokers. LOL
some say that smoke will reduce stress, smoke will make you feel bz.. however, izit a good way to solve ur unhappiness by damaging ur health..? ermmm.. i donno, perhaps some will say that don wish to live so long in the world.. so am i because i guess it is not a good feeling of being old.. haha.. but smoke will just make u suffer from cancer.. if wanna die, die in the way of suddenly, don feel too much of pain, is a good way of dying.. haha
i know it is hard to quit smoke. however, alot of pregnant mothers can stop smoking because of their babies, so why man cannot? haha, try cut down 1st.. dont be too rush but never give up.. =)
effect of smoking:- facial tumor, second hand smoke, premature aging, hair loss, severe gingivitis, sunken face , lung cancers... (pictures from American Next Top Model cycle 9)

change

change.. everyone will change.. change is a must for everyone
to archive higher, u have to change.. and everyone around u are changing as well, so u may have to change to go around with the people too.. so it's a thing that u cant avoid.
this is what my lecturer told us.. honestly he is very right. let's say everyone are learning technology, so u have to learn it as well.. change urself to become some1 who good in technology as well..
however, when u are changing, u have to know the reason and the logic of changing it. why u need to change? and why u donwan to change.. just like if u want to change ur car's engine power.. izit a must to change? and if u change it, wat impact will u get? when u need to change the engine, make sure it's safe for drive as well.. thus, it oni will become logic to change..
by the way, not everyone like change.. as my lecturer told me that some company prefer fresh graduate because they no need to unfreeze the fresh graduate's behavior and refreeze it.. so, try to tell ur employees to change but we still remain as ourselves! i am still who i am! so, are u..
change to become a good person
change from a good person to a better person!
change ^^

golf

it is the 1st sport that i like it so muchhhhh ^^
golf is a challengingly game. don feel that actually it's easy to play since all u need to do is just to swing the iron. and never tot u wun get sweat since all the days u may just stand there and swing it.. lol
although i am not good enough, but i really enjoy playing it!! sometimes i really get "OMG" when i swing it, the ball still in front of me.. but sometime i feel so damn happy when i swing my iron, the ball fly away so far.. the feeling really so good.
besides that, the uncles playing in the golf field, all are so friendly and nice.. they will teach u how to swing and share some tips as well.. so, i really enjoy it.
so, i already 'pakat' with my friend to continue joing the golf for next sem. it's wun be our koko, but join extra to have fun in the golf field.
it's really so challenge. becoz when u r playing in the golf field, u have to decide which iorn, woods to use. when u are in the green (the ending game), u have to put the ball, by aiming the hole. actually the hole design is not straight, so u have to put ur ball from left to right or mayb right to left.. it's need experience.. that's why beside it's a sport, u need to use ur brain as well..
i really like it la!! i becoming a GOLFER ^^

i'm so touching

this semester almost end.. i meet a lot of nice lecturers and tutors for this sem.. so touch, n feel like 'oh, there are hope in upm ..' lol..
1st, i would like to thanks to my lecturer of Organization behavior. he is a good and successful businessman. he always talk about life, future and sex.. lol.. he told us alot of thing.. he asked us what is life? what is the meaning of life.. the answer is 'survive'.. all of us have to survive in our life.. thus, he teach us alot of ways, n told us what is happen in real life and how to face that. so, i really learned alot from his lecture. he is the 1st lecturer i meet who really take his students as daughter and sons. he is strict, however it is for our own good.. he takes us as his employees, so that we got the experience and more well prepare for the future.
2nd, i would like to thanks to my golf coach.. two of the coaches are very nice. they are humor and friendly. when there are no bus to go ack to our college, he will fetch us. u guess what, all of us so dirty and sweat, but he never say a word, and just fetch us home. really so nice.. when we asked for postpone for CNY, they agree as well, and sent us cny greeting msg. if we need extra pratice, he come and fetch us, belanja breakfast and accompany us under the hot sun.. really touching and thank you..
3rd, thanks to my lab tutor.. she teach us spss which is a software of statistic. in the last day of tutor, she treat us sweets.. it is really sweet ^^
end of this sem, i am so touching.. and thanks to them.. i really have a nice memory in this sem.. thanks a lot^^

haha, it has been a long time i dint update my blog nia...
so it consider i break my promise to tning tim.. haha
terpaksa la, coz a bit bz ma...
alot of assignments and presentation, kuiz and test..
soon my finale exam will come lo.. havent do any preparation..
at 1st tot wanna study my finale in uni since there are no entertainment.. but u guess what?
there are 'wind' that said, a rape case happen around my hostel!!! n it did by 'oil man'.
hear 'oil men' before? he know bomoh, that's why it is very dangerous.. dangerous than a normal man. some say he can walk thru the wall.. so it is useless to lock ur door as well.. the oil man come from usm, to ukm.. n now at upm..
really scary.. so i decide to go back home tomolo (wed), and study.. wish i will study at home as well la.. although there are alot entertainments waiting for me at home..
wish me luck ^^

course registeration next semester

every semester, all of us have to worry about course registration. scare that the class will be full, so all of us have to register ASAP, so when 12AM, there are alot of students waiting.. haha, which including me. however, this time was so scary and nervous. at 1st, it is loading so long when i want to log it. i used about 20minutes to log in. i'm so worry about it. but at the end, actually it's my fault because i type the wrong password. LOL
after that, i want to register my coco for riding horse. but too bad, donno why cant find the course, it said "there are no such group in this sem". however it's impossible. since nothing to do, so i go and register a language course for fun - french. but after a while i'm so regret. because i cant drop it as usual l.. walao, it's means that i already full credit hour, if i want to register for my coco, i have to fill in a form and pass to the deparment, asked them to register for me..
sob sob, what a "many boom" midnight.. wish that the online system will recover ASAP. coco must wait for me.. ^^

everytime we touch by cacasda

I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me
I still feel your touch in my dreams
Forgive me, my weakness, but I don't know why
Without you it's hard to survive

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky
They wipe away tears that I cry

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all
You make me rise when I fall

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side
'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky
Can't you hear my heart beat so,
I can't let you go
Want you in my life

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last
Need you by my side

it's not a new song, however i still like it when i accidentally find it in my folder.. try to
listen the song.. i believe u will like it as well ^^
last time i got a friend told me that her psiko lecturer said " girl is pain when having sex, so that's why no need to be rush to have sex", and my friend ask another lecturer about this question. guess what my lecturer said about it?
"it's simple of love - when u love someone, u will touch each other, it's a sign of love."

day getting late.. donno why still being awake.. just dont wish to get to sleep so early.. haha, i wish i can sleep as a baby as well.. so sweet without worry.. i wan to be a baby.. =P

men vs women

there are a lot of different between men and women. from physically to mentally.
i guess guys will always say "i dont understand girls" meanwhile, girls will always say " i don understand guys"
haha, my lecturer told us that, the different between girls and boys start from their brain.
our brains are same, however, girls brain got an extra part name 'emotional part'. girls will keep all the events happen in that part. so when a couple are fighting, girls will always say "remember that day, that month u did that to me, and now u do that again!! bla.. bla.." it's really normal, so boys please forgive ur girls.. beside, girls have a 'score board'. just like, in the date, the girl will give extra or minus the score of the boys by oversee the boy behavior. my lecturer give an example :
what will happen when a boy late for a dinner.
1. when a boy late for dinner, automatic the girl already minus 5marks.
2. so the boy must give a call or msg the girl, by doing that it can add 1 mark.
3. when the boy reach, be quiet but apologize and don't do extra explain, because the girl will think it's bullshit.
4. in the dinner time, praise the girl's cooking is good, it will increase ur mark.
5. praise that she is pretty, dont say that "u look good by wearing the dress", but say "the dress look good on u".
by doing this, it will avoid the boy from minus the 5marks ;)
meanwhile boys are a very ego person. my lecturer give an example
what should a girl do if lost, cant get the way to the location.
1. girls be quiet, shut up ur mouth.
2. dont ask the boy to go and ask some1 else, because boy is a very ego person, he wish he is the 1 to solve the girl problem, not other man to solve it.
3. soon or later, the boy will automatic stop and ask for help, but never never ask him to do that.
4. after he asked for help, never never say "see, i ask u to ask from the beginning!!"
5. when reach the party, never tell other that actually it's the boy lost, cant get the way. this will hurt boys' ego..
haha, it's really funny when i listen to my lecturers.
beside that, while facing stress (because i'm doing stress asignment), men and women will facing stress in different way. men will be fight or flight meanwhile women will be tend or befriend. the hormone proceed between women and men are different too.
my lecturer give a very good suggestion to improve the relationship between men and women. which is, ask ur man do a survey about girl (from hormone, organ, sex), while girls also do a survey bout guy. in the end, discuss about it together, and teach/explain to ur partner if they don't understand. this will totally improve the relationship. haha, i surely will use this method to my future boyfriend. lol